sudaka ; gemini ; melancholic

i wanna prove myself i can do stuff with my creativity and de-attach-it from the idea that it has to be seen or liked or make a profit. i'm just here to leave a stain. whatever experience i'm going through i will likely write about it - and i won't say paper is the place where i can be the most honest, pure and sincere - no - but it is the place where i can see myself clearly, even when i'm being untruthful or playing a part.